Sometimes i just drown in my own misery .Confusion ,regret and ,self judgement all the negativity you can even write a book the story of my life .Its funny how we get suffocated with our own flaws and drains us to the end point. I always feel like i am not good enough good enough for a relationship, for a friendship and sometimes even good enough for my own self.I wanna rebuild myself to be someone else in order to fit in the society. I walk with masks masks that hide my fears my thoughts and trembles. Pretencious is the name i was baptised with . I want to wear a white robe but the flaws within me stains and gets messy. I am hunted by my own demons rebuked by my own shadow .